Slave Notebook
Cat has commanded me to record every part of my enslavement and write whatever insights I have about the process. She says that she hopes that reading about our story will help other women and men and women find happiness by finding their rightful place.
The Morning After I Asked For Total Control
When Cat came down to where she had chained me she was wearing only a white tee shirt with nothing underneath. After Cat read me her slave instructions there was one part of me was terrified that she would hold me to everything on her list, but there was another part of me that was more in love with her than I had ever been in my life. Cat, my wonderful partner had understood and accepted my deepest fantasies and there was nothing more that I wanted to do than hold her close against me right then. She came very close to me and we kissed deeply. Cat unchained me from the water pipe and said in a low voice “Get me off right now.” I held her very close and rubbed her rear end pulling up the night shirt she was wearing. I couldn’t stop kissing her. I played with her nipples through the light fabric and I touched her lightly down below. She was already very wet. Cat pulled over an old foam mattress and positioned herself lying on her back with her legs up. She told me to “Do a very good job” having sex with her but not to orgasm myself. I went on for a long time, needing to come out occasionally to get control of myself again before I continued. Only when Cat was completely satisfied did she finally put her legs down. I understood that from then on it was my job to make her feel very good all the time. I also understood that because Cat was going to have that much control of me I would need to follow her commands no matter what she told me to do. When she was done Cat got up she chained me back to the pipe and left me there. She said that she would be back for me in while, leaving me used, horny, and helpless. Cat completely understood what I needed.
Additional Control
One evening we were having a discussion about some aspect of house renovation and I suggested that I was going to do a job one way. Cat said that the job should be done another way. For a moment I was going to defend why I thought that the job should be done the way I had first said when Cat gestured down at my nakedness, my chains, and the chastity device locked on my cock and said “I don’t think that you are in any position to disagree me.” In that moment I was devastated when I understood how much control Cat now had over me.