Scheduled Bondage
Cat told me that as a condition of her being in control that she would tie me up whenever she wanted and then leave me bound until she felt like releasing me. What Cat has actually done is make a bondage time for me to be tied up every day. I am expected to go to my room every day, clip my ankles to the corners of the bed and then use two padlocks to lock my wrists out to the corners of the bed. I can lock myself out that way, but once I close those locks on my wrists am trapped until Cat unlocks me.
It is a truly humbling experience to know that you will be completely naked and totally helpless to another person every day at 6:00pm. If I ever think that I want to disagree with Cat for any reason I remember that I will be pinned out and completely at her mercy in only a few hours. The view I have of my body when I am tied is down my completely shaved torso, past my erect cock, between my completely spread legs, with Cat standing over me holding that painful rubber whip in her hands. Even just the lightest swat from that rubber whip can cause me searing pain that can take minutes for me to recover from. I know that when she sees me in that position the most sensitive parts of my body are completely exposed to her. Worse, that whip is just one of toys that Cat has in her toy bag.
We also have several other paddles and slappers that Cat uses on me, each creating their own unique pain, and Cat buys more toys whenever she sees something that amuses her. Each impact toy that Cat uses creates its own unique torment and Cat will switch between toys whenever she feels like it. Cat especially likes to use the various whips on my completely spread and exposed thighs. She sits at the end of the bed between my locked out thighs and asks me questions like “Are you my helpless Slave boy? Do I own you completely? Can I do anything I want with you?”, and each question she punctuates with a slap to my inner thighs. Of course all I can do is answer “yes” to every question.
We also have a variety of clips that Cat puts on my body. Clips are in some way are worse than whips. The sting from a whip hurts, but I know that if I can hold on for a just a few seconds the pain will pass. However, the pain from a clip gets worse the longer that it is clipped on my body. The most painful place that Cat clips me is on the sides of my ball sack. I don’t want to complain whatever Cat does that to me, but while the pain from a clip is getting worse I need to tell her before it gets really desperate. I don’t know how long she is planning to leave the clips on me, and I don’t want to tell her what to do but there are times I need to express how much I am hurting. In some way the torment from having clips on me is as much mental as physical, my not knowing what to say or when.
Cat also likes to use ice on me when I am tied up. There are some parts of my body that are very sensitive to ice, for me when she touches the line at the top of my thigh and beneath my balls it is unbearable. We also own an electrical device used for creating pain called a Tens unit. This gizmo allows Cat to cause me pulsing pain anywhere on my body for as long as she wants just with the turn of a dial. The worst pain was when she put one pad on my balls and the other at the head of my cock. It felt like I was being hit hard on the tip of my penis, every second, for as long as it was on. I would just recover from one pulse and then another one would hit. As I laid there being pulsed I started to sweat and Cat smiled at me trying to absorb that much pain. Because there are so many ways that Cat can torment me I never want her to be annoyed at me for any reason, ever.
Update:
Cat has found a picture of a bondage cage she likes on the Internet. The cage is the same size as my bed and about three foot higher than the mattress. Cat says she likes the idea that I can just lock myself in for my curfew and then she can just unlock me in the morning. The entire top of the cage hinges open so that if Cat wants to climb on top of me to have sex she won’t bump her head on the top but the cage will feel more confining for me. Cat says that she also likes that every bar in the cage gives her a new position to tie me in. She is now looking for a welder to make a cage around my bed like the one she saw a picture of.
Update:
Cat is now requesting that the cage be made with boards that she can slide through from the sides so she can hold me in a position on my hands and knees. This will make it too easy for her to restrain me with my rear end up and accessible to her. Even when she massaged my prostate in order to drain out my sperm I hated having things up my ass. I can guess from her interest in binding me with my ass so accessible that Cat has already ordered more anal toys to use on me.
Update:
Now that Cat can so easily bind me on my hands and knees Cat is now paddle my ass regularly, and sometimes too much. But now I realize that it isn’t only my ass that is exposed when I am in that position, but it is also my feet. It isn’t really fair when she goes after me there. When I am bent over like that she straps my ankles down and uses her slappers and other toys right where I am most sensitive. Cat also puts rubber bands around my arches and snaps them against me. Depending on how hard she snaps them that can take me a minute or two to recover from. Because there is no way I can see what she is about to do, and because my feet are so sensitive, when I am bent over I now have another place on my body that I need to worry about.
Update:
Cat has now taken the blanket off of my bed. She said “I like to see you naked when I look in on you at night.” Although the house is warm enough it has taken me a little while to get used to sleeping without a blanket covering me. Cat has also taken to locking one of my ankles to the bed at night. She says “I like knowing where you are at night.” The chain is so short that it limits the positions that I can sleep in. Cat says that she likes the idea that even while I am sleeping I am being conditioned to be in bondage. Now that I can no longer walk to the bathroom Cat has given me an empty soda bottle to pee into if I need to. Keeping that bottle emptied and clean has become another one of my chores to do during the day.
Update:
Cat has now purchased a pair of handcuffs for me to wear while I sleep. These handcuffs are made to keep my wrists pressed together while I am sleeping. In the morning Cat unlocks my ankle from the bed and then has me wait on my knees for her at the foot of my bed. Every morning she makes me ask the question before she will unlock me “Can I have use of my hands today Sweet Cat?” She always says “Yes, of course” and then takes the handcuffs off, but leaves the other chains locked on my wrists. I don’t know what I would do if she didn’t unlock me during the day. It would be very hard to wait for her to get back with my wrists stuck together. One night she didn’t lock me in the handcuffs before I went to bed, but still I woke up in the morning pressing my wrists hard against each other. Those handcuffs are now in my mind while I am sleeping. I am worried.