Locked in Chastity
Apparently two of the sites that I spent a lot of time visiting extensively discussed male chastity. One of these sites sold high quality male chastity devices and another site had male chastity stories. After some measurement of my penis and balls, Cat picked a stainless steel chastity device and ordered it from someone she said was a very nice woman. The particular device she has chosen will lock through a piercing in my cock. Cat has told me that we will wait until the device actually arrives to have my cock pierced in order to make sure that the position and angle of the piercing will work exactly with the device.
Even without the device she has made it very clear that I am to have no sexual release from now on without her permission. She understands that even after the device arrives and I am pierced it will be another six months until my piercing is healed enough to lock the device on my body. Until the device is locked on I am on the honor system not to masturbate. Cat wants me as horny as possible the day the device is locked on.
After the device is locked on she has made it clear that she may never allow me to have an orgasm again. That any orgasm I will have from now on is entirely up to her. Cat has told me that she has been reading about releasing my sperm by stimulating my prostate and has ordered a special vibrator for just that purpose. From what she has read, if she releases my sperm regularly there is no reason why my orgasm is ever necessary. Cat also told me that she has ordered a strap-on cock for me to wear when she wants to feel me to thrust into her.
Of course if she wants to be on top she can have sex with me anytime. She just ties me up, sucks on my cock for a few seconds to make me hard, and then she mounts me to have as many orgasms as she wants. She says she can feel if I am getting close to having my own sexual release and she can stop whenever she needs to. The worst part of her being on top is that after she has her ride she just climbs off my cock and leaves me with my hard cock just waving in the air. She then likes to wait until I have “calmed down” for her to come back to untie me. Once I wear the device she will have total control of my having any sexual release. She says she wants to see how horny I will get before I go insane.
Update:
Now that the device has arrived Cat has made an appointment at the piercer. She says I can back out anytime I want, but how can I, when I have fantasized about being totally controlled for most of my life? Now that I am actually going to be locked into a device I feel that there is no way I can stop. I want to wear the device, but unlike having the chains welded on my ankles, which can be cut off with no modification to my body, being pierced for a permanent chastity device will change the way that I need to pee for the rest of my life. Cat says that is OK, if girls need to sit down to pee there is no reason why I shouldn’t need to sit down too. I am scared now but I will definitely go through with having it done.
Update:
When I lay down to go to bed and when I wake up in the morning what I have done most of my life is touch my cock. Now, every time I reach my hand down to touch my most sensitive area my fingers can only reach the hard steel of the cage locked onto me. My wanting to touch my cock is now made even worse, because I am nude so much of the time that I am now more aware of my exposed balls. When I could touch myself I didn’t usually masturbate to release, but it felt satisfying and comforting to make myself hard even if I did stop before I orgasm. Now I can’t even have that experience of having an erection without Cat unlocking me first.
Update:
I didn’t understand how hard it would be to wear a chastity device long term. Before I was controlled I must have touched my cock a hundred times a day. Now that I can’t touch myself at all I realize how important that was. Now every day by 6:00pm I am so horny every day that I beg Cat to tie me up so that at least I can feel the sexual experience of struggling against the straps. Now I am willing to allow Cat to make me completely helpless and exposed every day just so I can feel myself get to my full length, although some days when she ties me up she doesn’t unlock me. I used to fantasize about having sex, now I just hope to be out of the device for a few minutes, even if I know that I won’t she won’t let me have any sexual release.